| Nancy Lynn ( @ 2004-11-17 23:00:00 |
| Current mood: | worried |
| Current music: | Pimp My Ride *lol* |
Worried about Thomas...
I just talked to Thomas, and like normal, I'm worried he's gonna do something stupid again. I know its gonna b hard when he he’s off to college in a few months. I'm just worried he's gonna run away, or land himself in jail or try to commit suicide again.
I dunno, I've known him since September, but I can sit and talk to him for a while about stuff I normally wouldn't tell anyone. I think I can really rust him, considering all the stuff he's told me. It’s like the more we talk, the more worried I get though.
Like he’s one of the few people I really told about my panic attacks and all my meds and stuff.
I guess I’m more at ease with him since I don’t really have a crush on him anymore.
I mean the last thing he said to me on IM tonight was “I gtg my ear is bleeding again, I ttyl”...
I’m gonna miss Joey tomorrow and Friday while he’s in Florida! I shall have to find someone else to talk to during lunch!
Night, hopefully I won’t have a bunch of Panic Attacks again tomorrow!
-Nancy
Oh, does anyone know anything about Yanni? I think I might end up having to interview him for FLS!
And if anyone's wondering I finished "Learning to Sing"!!!!! What a fucking great book! It inspired me!
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